Words are NOT JUST words.

Honestly, I never thought other people would be interested to read my blog in the least bit. I know my family and a few mates read my blog, but I got an email today from a kindred soul in Finland. What he wrote to me made me smile. He told me some really inspiring and encouraging words, and the fact that it came from a total stranger fascinates me - in a good way, of course.

I know that to go out and as Ari put it: "get my own life as soon as possible" is exactly what I need to do. I wish I knew where to start. I should shove the thoughts of home or I will not get anywhere. But it really is good that someone who does not know me at all took his time to read my blog entries and wrote me some really funny and encouraging words is really a kind thing to do. It's good to know that there are still people like that in the world - most importantly, in the internet... ( cos the net is a tricky world!)

Ahhh, and this anonymous comment on one of my recent entries, I know exactly who it is. There could only be one. And her words I'll keep with me everyday I am here. I am strong enough for this, I know that. But when I have no one to turn to at all, the world just seem to crumble down around me and I feel defenseless and I don't have to be defenceless. It's a strange country, but it's still the same me. My mum had to do it before, I just need to do it a little better and I should be fine.